10 Ways To Be A Better You
Chances are, you are already a pretty great person, but this could be your time to be even better and realize your full potential. There are some simple, free, and painless things that you can start to do right now to become an even better version…
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Shit. You read that right. Shit. That feeling is coming back again. I need to learn to stop getting my hopes high about something that will never come true. I need to understand how some people will never love me, as in the romantic form. I need to understand and know my limits, that good guys are out of my league. Before my first tear comes down for this post. I think I’m going back into depression.
Always thought that if you treat others nice, they will treat you the way you treat them. But somehow….. I feel taken for granted again. Though I know im not. Or maybe I do. ARGH. Make up your mind, mind. Sometimes I feel like I’m giving too much. Like you love someone so much that you are willing to do anything for them, but they just look at you and say “thanks”. The end. I don’t even know if you know what I meant. I think the word is unappreciated.
God. Anyways, I think I’m falling for a guy again. And I feel that we can never be together. He’s too good to be true. Too dream like. Too far out of reach though he’s right here. I just cannot imagine. But usually when I can, it doesn’t happens. I don’t know -sigh- WHY CANT WE JUST LOVE EACH OTHER, WHY SO HARD, WHY SO COMPLICATED. ARGH BOO feelingssuck. The last romantic love I had left a huge scar, I’m so afraid to love again knowing it’s too good to be true. We’ll end up to be just friends. Sighpie.
(The hell, people above my floor seems to be having sex. Hearing all the weird sounds. ITS TOO EARLY FOR THAT)
Back to the post, ugh and today’s been pretty shitty and I can’t put my fingers exactly where is the problem. I just don’t feel good and happy today. Like just…. No. No and fuck to everything. Seriously trying to cut down in my vulgarities but everything seems to make it even harder. On a positive note, I’m going BALI next week and I’m so so so exciteddddddd 🎉🎉🎉 preparing my body to look good and most importantly feel good 😚
You can call me sexysharleen (at least she thinks she is) now.
Going to moan away my frustration. MOOOOOOOO